It's very hard to find the time. The time to do what we like vs. what we have to take care.
Sometimes what we have to take care of is ourselves. I would love to post more, but my life has become so crazy that my body has started to react. I need rest and decompression time. Writing is one way to relax, but being ill takes all of your time. Once you have a diagnosis you then can move forward and take steps to mitigate what might be causing the problems / pain.
I have a list of postings, I will take my time and get them posted as long as I have the strength.
The most distressing aspect is trying to stay elegant and maintain dignity, it can be done, but then there are times that the best way to express elegance is to admit this is what it is and what it will be. I do not need makeup to be elegant, but I do need to be kind, just because I am sick and in pain doesn't mean I have to bring those around me down.